it is up to you

Do you remember Bill Clinton and Hillary Clinton when he had an affair with interstudent, the whole world watched them and Clinton was about to be impeached for his conduct but Hillary standed by her man. I respect her. What he did is wrong, that's bad but I was confront and you knew...
I know one of my friends that he was married in VN and when he came to US, he married to another woman for 10 years and then when they divorced then he sponsored his wife and 2 children who were growth up become teenager. That's bad.
This is the reason that I never acrossed the limit when I was with you because in my mind that I was not sure that it would happen as I had planned in either way physical I did not cause any harm to you and motionly we both hurted. I could not control that because I know I will be free again. I don't know is there a better way to explain to you but I hope one day you will understand. Think about what I have said in the letter, in the phone and in here as well. I scare now, I have no one it happened is out of my control. You told me when you were in Dalat if I love you and I know how to find and I did found you but you don't forget. When I came back in 2003 we were closed again, we had chat everyday, I even sent money for you to pay for the internet. Remember ? Then when you were sick I did not call ? how I knew then you got mad...In 2004 I came back Saigon, I called you but you execused for not to see me anymore... I accept the outcome of it whether you decide if you have no feeling and nothing left. If you still have the feeling and believe that there are something left in us then give me a chance to make it happen... I am trying to live as good as it can be. Have a nice day. ./.tv